
Me sort of
So when I agreed to do the Project 52 a few weeks ago, I was totally unaware that the first assignment would be a self-portrait. Sorry if I am NOT creative with this one. I guess the one thing that I have learned through all the efforts of getting a decent enough image this week has been that I hate how I look. I think that is what makes me most effective behind the camera, because I suck being in front of one.
I can make everyone else in the world look great but not me, no not me.
I did a lot of reflection about this whole self-portrayal thing. I don’t think I know who I am yet. I am a wife, mother, sister, aunt, and friend to many, but to myself? I am totally in the dark. I am a writer, a photographer, and a film-maker, but all that creative stuff does not help me when I am trying to portray myself. When I write I am involved with creating worlds that are not me, and the books go to people who do not really know me, so there is not a lot of self-anything in that endeavor. And photography, well, it’s just a way to avoid having people focus on me, but rather on the subject in the viewfinder, or in the image after the fact.
I am glad this week is done, but I have a feeling that the effects of it will be felt for a long time to come, because now I really DO want to know WHO AM I?
Here are the images.
1- is the writerly me – with some of my book collection

The Author
2- is the photographer me – hiding behind the camera where I feel safe

The Photographer
Thanks for starting the Project 52. Thanks for being a part of it. Thanks for allowing me to join you. This is going to be a great year. So without further ado, check out this fab member of our project and see what came of their image on self-portrait 
Bunting Photography